I really hate being around people, I hope this doesn’t turn into a phobia. -B.Astronaut
January 2011
What is she doing to me? capturing a picture of the old tracks in my brain and replacing them with something more intriguing. i love this feeling. in the blink of an eye i will wake up successful and full of wisdom. PRICELESS.
she knows what shes doing.
Embrace the inner you.
life is like a series of obstacles waiting to be achieved, with each new chapter fitting with another like a puzzle peice. im only 17 but way ahead of my time. my view on the world will have your mind tied in knots, as if mine isnt. i feel like going to a rooftop while the sun is setting and just spinning, spinning, spinning. flowing with the wind, breathing with the trees, stepping with life. eye closed, just spinning, thinking, chewing gum and then i want to give myself a mental snap and welcome myself back into the world. realize whats directly in front of you before its too late. gn world.
sooo. . .
not to sound cliche’ or anything but i love hearing HER voice. Both her American and British accent. lol
The Look.
So i have braids now, and i must say i like it alot. BUUUUUUTTTTT i hate how so many ppl try to give me new nicknames grrrr. I like Aziza and i shall be her forever. Well long beautiful braids that flow down my baq and fit my everyday look. Hmmmm i think i may do this braid thang for a lil while. What do you think?
It is a proven fact that because the Mayans did not have leap years, 12/21/12 already happened.
No Days Off.
Sometimes, the greatest part about life is not sleeping. When you sleep you miss the greatness of life’s opportunities, (although most are sleeping; haha) you miss the beauty of the night. With each new day I have come to know the power of living on purpose. It is found in one’s purpose. Real meaning is found in what you can do for others, not the other way around. The opportunity to succeed is in the people you serve. It took me some time to realize that but, with age and contemplation comes wisdom. I am changing for the better or the worse, stagnation is not an option. Because life flows like a river, we are either like the water flowing towards a destination getting stronger or the shoreline of a beach losing sand with every passing moment. I am like the water, letting each wave flow naturally. Last night I pulled an all nighter; surrounded by laughs and life for a minute. I later went to a rooftop and I sat and thought for a while. It’s amazing how my brain can get tied up and ran around like a maze. I watched movies until about 7 this morning. Lately i’ve been watching some VERY INTENSE movies, I’m like WOW WOW WOW. Maybe because they’re all psychological thrillers haha. Did my morning routines and came back to my laptop to do my daily internet browsing, haha. Now, another movie and SLEEP. I will soon be working on a documentary of my friend, we have great thoughts in mind and I’m kind of anxious because this is my first actual video. I LOVE watching documentaries as much as movies. What must be remembered is that patience and thought is key. Good Night/Morning haha.
Just touched down, in the studio observing. Hola.
Today seems like it’s going to be a long day. At the moment I have a playlist playing in my ear, head thumping. I’ll leave out soon. Was told I better be at Everlasting tonight, haha, don’t think I’ll be able to make that, or maybe I will. Success takes stairwells. #ArtistGrind S/O to everyone getting the job done today. #Bless One Love.
I love being around that special person so long you recognize their scent..
You know that certain scent everyone has. Not like stinky smell, but just..them. Their special body fragrance.
I love that.
(via kissesinjupiter)
Text Convo.
- Sk8: I needed you here last night...I had a wild one
- Me: I was available all last night until about 3, I went to sleep
- Sk8: That's around the time it got wild
- Me: What happened? Where were you?
- Sk8: Same shit every weekend, girls calling off the last night with a bottle tryna have fun in me casa
- Me: Lmfaooo
- Don't know why this was so funny and for some reason I first read "with a bootie call tryna have fun in me casa"
Waking up to a great good morning message
= Priceless.
3 hour conversation, this seems unreal. Lol. Didn’t time go by so fast? That’s a good thing. Wow, I’ve never had a 3 hour straight convo, enjoyed every minute. FTW. Thumbs Up A.O
Reblog if you literally can't stop thinking about someone.
Typical Friday Nights.
Tonight will consist of nothing. Well, a great playlist, crackers, water, photo shop, ideas, thinking and, dreaming. Tumblr and twitter here and there. Don’t worry about my phone line, that stays dry haha. Maybe another movie later on tonight. Whew, what a great boring lifestyle.
Play
Queen. [Freestyle Poem]
Queen, my queen,
let me open your world, let me give you a new view
you said you’ll turn my dreams into reality, continue, make my dreams come true
queen, my queen, whisper in my ear what they want from you, I promise I keep secrets and this is the truth.
you’re imperfectly perfect, flaws and all
do they not understand you’re too high to fall
I want you to show the world all you got, give them a reason to take the spotlight from the spot.
queen, my queen, your beauty inches no more needing
pleasure, pleasing,
you want it? I have it
your heart of gold I want, no need, no I’ve got to have it.
Kiss down your neck, caress your shoulders, make you forget reality until it’s over but,
i’ll be there to the end, I’m in this until it’s over.
-Astro